bucket head loose
its been raining fuel.
all these drugs have me weak
the whole car stinks
and to be blunt,its all because of me.
I was less suprised when she told me she had a new boyfriend
then when we woke up drenched in each others body heat
only to have her take me to the airport
not really discussing how we think.
sometimes all I can do is feel
like peeling back my eyelids-
I turned 26 last sunday
& I was still high at my family dinner...decades of excellence
I dont know if I'll ever change
fuck-I dont really care if I do
and all the while all I really want
is someone who will "love you for you"
I barely speak
it gets tapered inbetween the lines & levees...lost in the trees