dyslexic when it comes to numbers
numb due to the mood stablizers
sometimes its like the only math I can do
is count money.
conquest of numbness
I wake up like wha-
how the fuck I get here.
I dont sip beer.
fuck around and catch kidney failure
been a few years since I had to post bail
go to a bond hearing.
out in the clearing...sippin on some texas tea
rollin up some shattered dreams
i barely even smoke weed.
I dont think I fear fiending
been sick for weeks // laying around scheming
one of these days Ill be important
only real mentors I ever had sorted
I guess we're all fucked in the head...bordem
thats why I try to stay portioned
half these dreams already been snorted
my throat coated // coughing up the sentences
feeling like a wizard from a seperate dimension.