another highway
more hide outs
new ways to express pain
I'm just high now
batteries dead
looks like I cant drive now
my light still shines
probably from all the acid in my spine still
still life pictures of thrills
still off some pills now
a whole goblet full of coffee
shes still snappin stills...Im still pouting some how
pass me the peace pipe
I wont feel like dying now
ground littered in nothing
my ocd still holding on somehow
touchdown
somewhere in the cheeseburger nebula.
glass full of scotch.
cigar full of indica.
The Cheeseburger Nebula
donate to ya boy
Friday, December 11, 2015
Sprinkled lights on the river into Gotham
The kids are snorting coke while I’m eating
Xanax and sipping promethszene and codeine
Out of jones sodas
I’ve been haunting the streets for weeks again
Just contemplating s begging and an end
To the novel I’ve been working in
**‘I hate when “authors say this”
I’m a renaissance man in remission again
The whole scene feels bothersome
But praise Allah & opium bowls
I’ll see you again the tax doesn’t collapse me
Again
Smoking blunts out of a screen door
Bored with the way that I’ve come up
Need more work on being less wholesome
We’ve all grown some
I think I’m a monster to most
But most of the time I’m just too high to zone
All this work got me feelin like scum
Only because I haven’t moved one single
Crumb
Meet me where the sun sets over lady bird lake…that’s where I’ll feel wholesome
(I hope)
1 note
The kids are snorting coke while I’m eating
Xanax and sipping promethszene and codeine
Out of jones sodas
I’ve been haunting the streets for weeks again
Just contemplating s begging and an end
To the novel I’ve been working in
**‘I hate when “authors say this”
I’m a renaissance man in remission again
The whole scene feels bothersome
But praise Allah & opium bowls
I’ll see you again the tax doesn’t collapse me
Again
Smoking blunts out of a screen door
Bored with the way that I’ve come up
Need more work on being less wholesome
We’ve all grown some
I think I’m a monster to most
But most of the time I’m just too high to zone
All this work got me feelin like scum
Only because I haven’t moved one single
Crumb
Meet me where the sun sets over lady bird lake…that’s where I’ll feel wholesome
(I hope)
1 note
Another night rambling
More moments scrambled together
Nice weAther // a body prepared for
Winter
I wish it was summer again
Never tethered …as if I ever have been
I wanna be a star jammer
More than just a mortal man
But god damn these years
These plans
They all just run together
And it all de materializes in my writhing grasp
Gasp*
This stupid son of a bitch is as it again
Nothing but movement
Ruthless with the way he misuses
However one amuses the term
Maybe I’ll see Valhalla again
Until then I’ll be awake
Dreaming of my life being taken again
All I’ve listened to lately is STp
And weiland died today
And I really feel the same way
That I did yesterday
Numb to the ever present ugliness
Like light was but a dream
And those who’ve had a taste
Are either dying inside or shining too bright
You know what I mean?
More moments scrambled together
Nice weAther // a body prepared for
Winter
I wish it was summer again
Never tethered …as if I ever have been
I wanna be a star jammer
More than just a mortal man
But god damn these years
These plans
They all just run together
And it all de materializes in my writhing grasp
Gasp*
This stupid son of a bitch is as it again
Nothing but movement
Ruthless with the way he misuses
However one amuses the term
Maybe I’ll see Valhalla again
Until then I’ll be awake
Dreaming of my life being taken again
All I’ve listened to lately is STp
And weiland died today
And I really feel the same way
That I did yesterday
Numb to the ever present ugliness
Like light was but a dream
And those who’ve had a taste
Are either dying inside or shining too bright
You know what I mean?
Monday, November 30, 2015
she asked
“What have you eaten today”
She asked
“Some xanax and codone”
She stared at the placemats
I felt like a happenstance
Happy mirage
A mirror of what you think is exciting
Opposed to what you now have to accept as “reality”
She keeps her wealth a secret
I flaunt my poverty
Obviously each other’s flaws are seen
“What do you want out of life”
She sips another glass of wine
“Time”
The only worthy thing that came to mind
“But what do you mean?”
Finally intrigued
“The ability to not have to explain or do anything”
I leave…we hug…I write till my eyes bleed and I fall asleep on another couch somewhere in the south because my intentions speak volumes to the things I seek
She asked
“Some xanax and codone”
She stared at the placemats
I felt like a happenstance
Happy mirage
A mirror of what you think is exciting
Opposed to what you now have to accept as “reality”
She keeps her wealth a secret
I flaunt my poverty
Obviously each other’s flaws are seen
“What do you want out of life”
She sips another glass of wine
“Time”
The only worthy thing that came to mind
“But what do you mean?”
Finally intrigued
“The ability to not have to explain or do anything”
I leave…we hug…I write till my eyes bleed and I fall asleep on another couch somewhere in the south because my intentions speak volumes to the things I seek
Friday, November 27, 2015
the perks of being a fall flower
I see the wind whip threw my tree riddled city
Drip drip drip
The pitter patter of realitivley
I put on a ski mask with holes worn into the neck and chin area
Sparing the hypothermia that will ultimately rid me of this ethereal fear
Peer in to my soul
Is it merely piers or oceans
Maybe the Marionic trench
Doomed to repeat history
To stupid to say anything about it
Another night on a couch somewhere in Brooklyn
These crooklyn dodgers are fathers in the sense that their always learning
Teaching
Manifesting a new state of being
I’m not dead yet
But I sure as fuck am bleeding
But this cooperstone won’t run
And the kids are no fun if they can’t operate guns or do drugs
This is our america
A nation of pirates and parrots
Nationalism and tariffs
This is my nation
And it burns this Black Friday
Drip drip drip
The pitter patter of realitivley
I put on a ski mask with holes worn into the neck and chin area
Sparing the hypothermia that will ultimately rid me of this ethereal fear
Peer in to my soul
Is it merely piers or oceans
Maybe the Marionic trench
Doomed to repeat history
To stupid to say anything about it
Another night on a couch somewhere in Brooklyn
These crooklyn dodgers are fathers in the sense that their always learning
Teaching
Manifesting a new state of being
I’m not dead yet
But I sure as fuck am bleeding
But this cooperstone won’t run
And the kids are no fun if they can’t operate guns or do drugs
This is our america
A nation of pirates and parrots
Nationalism and tariffs
This is my nation
And it burns this Black Friday
Monday, November 23, 2015
roll through cities with no doubt in my eyes
try as I might,these lines give greater purpose to life
quiet monday night madness while I snort lines
& she just lies the whole time.
I seem to have missed winter
but its still cold in my heart.
survival is beauty & pain
just as much as its an art.
formulate these cries with me
dead city dreams...all capitals
like FEAR & LOVE
compounded wisdom into pretty packages of judgement
this is not my last stand
I'll be ready to break bones by the time we're done here
(what have we done here)
a graceful parachute from heaven
grateful in death.
its like we've become deaf
bountiful in debt...yet I cant remember giving a single loan.
these scars are my home
these cars,punk houses & penthouses are my hope
that one day I can feed,shelter and clothe all who need more
but I have to do that for myself first.
bi polar abridged
less depressants / more wisdom
my molars grit
is this the gift in the lesson?
try as I might,these lines give greater purpose to life
quiet monday night madness while I snort lines
& she just lies the whole time.
I seem to have missed winter
but its still cold in my heart.
survival is beauty & pain
just as much as its an art.
formulate these cries with me
dead city dreams...all capitals
like FEAR & LOVE
compounded wisdom into pretty packages of judgement
this is not my last stand
I'll be ready to break bones by the time we're done here
(what have we done here)
a graceful parachute from heaven
grateful in death.
its like we've become deaf
bountiful in debt...yet I cant remember giving a single loan.
these scars are my home
these cars,punk houses & penthouses are my hope
that one day I can feed,shelter and clothe all who need more
but I have to do that for myself first.
bi polar abridged
less depressants / more wisdom
my molars grit
is this the gift in the lesson?
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